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rely on me.
i'm your soul.

Shawty's like a melody in my head
Your photo here.

Sapphire
Shobana Paneer
02 March is my day
Rulang Pri Jurong Sec

Loves.
*WWE && WWF <333333
*Jeff Hardy <333333
*Lita <333333
*Team Xtreme <333333
*Trish Stratus <333333
*Chyna <333333
*Undertaker <333333
*Chipmunks<33333
*Twilight<33333
*Black <33333
*Agnes Monica <33333
*Soccer; Liverpool<3333

Against.
*biased people
*sucker uppers.
*people who show off.
*man u; Ronaldo.
*being bossed arnd.


strike out.

#001 Watch WWE live
#002 Meet Jeff Hardy
#003 Meet Lita
#004 Meet Team Xtreme
#005 Meet Chyna
#006 Meet Undertaker
#007 Meet Agnes Monica
#008 Dream-Catcher
#009 Cookie Cake for Bdae
#010 Grey Contact lens
#011 Blue Contact lens
#012 Big Bouquet of Flowers
#013 Camcorder
#014 Handphone
#015 A Pinyata

the last song.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



alternative exits.

Agnes
Arinah
Caroline
Two-One
Orange (: (:
Vickraam

my days, not yours.

January 2010
February 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
October 2010

thank you.

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Hosts: x o x

Monday, June 21, 2010

Oh, it's time to rock and roll
This time, I'm in control
Right now, I own the streets
I got the keys to the city,
that's cause I get down

Hey guys!
Back after a long time yeahh?
Okayy..
So recently i am OBESSESSED with WWF & WWE.
I just love it!
I have been watching WWE &WWF videos for 7 hours yesterdae morning..
And later at night i watched for 5 hours..
I feel so great just watching them..
Imagine?
What abt watching them live?
Cool ryte?
Yeahh, totally (:
Just got Samuel Chong to send me some hmewk!
Goshh!
A life saver!!!!
Later will send them to WeiJun too!
Ouhh!,, he haven do it either!
Well,, i thought i was the only one..
The thought of school have been creeping me out!
Real badly!
Anw,, i wanna do a tag now!
Caroline tagged me in fb! (:
So here it goes!


WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: 100 Plus!
2. Last phone call: Mummie!
3. Last text message: Vick!
4. Last song you listened to: Time to Rock and Roll (Trish Stratus Entrance Music)!
5. Last time you cried: Uhh,, idk!

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Uhh,, maybe.. Idk!
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nahh!
9. Lost someone special: Hmm,, Not really!
10. Been depressed: Yeah!
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nahh!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Blue
14. Pink

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yeahh!
6. Fallen out of love: Nahh!
17. Laughed until you cried: Yeahh!
18. Met someone who changed you: Yeapp!
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeapp,, one was insane!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeahh!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nahh!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them!
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 or 3! And 1 must be adopted!
24. Do you have any pets: Yeahh,, pet dog and a pigeon who couldn't fly til yesterdae! Now we released her ardy!
25. Do you want to change your name: Yeahh, if i could!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Friends celebrated under a blk & threw flour at me!
27. What time did you wake up today: Hmm, 10?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching WWE videos!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Watch WWE live!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Yesterdae!
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Myself!
32. What are you listening to right now: No more words (One of Jeff Hardy's entrance song)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nahh!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: I am still in school! I wanna be 21 soon!
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook!
36. What's your real name: Shobana d/o PaneerSelvam!
37. Nicknames: Err,, Embarrassing!
38. Relationship Status: Single!
39. Zodiac sign: Piggy!
40. Male or female: Female!
41. Elementary: Rulang Primary!
42. Middle School: Jurong Secondary!
43. High school/college: Uhh,, not yet!
44. Hair colour: Black!
46. Height: 160+cm!
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nahh!
48: What do you like about yourself?: My eyelashes!
49. Piercings: Yeahh!
50. Tattoos: Maybe in the future!
51. Righty or lefty: Righty!

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nahh!
53. First piercing: When i was like 2?
54. First best friend: Weishi!
55. First sport you joined: Uhh,, never a sports girl. But i wanna learn wrestling!
56. First vacation: Bangkok!

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing!
60. Drinking: Nothing!
61. I'm about to: Change song!
62. Listening to : Modest (Another Jeff Hardy entrance music,, sung by himself)!
63. Waiting on: Nothing!

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Yeahh,, 1 must be adopted!
65. Get Married?: I guess so! Maybe i just wanna be free! Idk!
66. Career: I wish i could be a wrestler!

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes!
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs!
69. Shorter or taller: Taller!
70. Older or Younger: Younger!
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spotaneous!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Hmm,, Idk!
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive!
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant!

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nahh!
77. Drank hard liquor: Nahh!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope!
79. Sex on first date: Nahh!
80. Broken someone's heart: Idk!
82. Been arrested: Nahh!
83. Turned someone down: Idk!
84. Cried when someone died: Yeahh!
85. Fallen for a friend?: Idk!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Most of the times!
87. Miracles: Yeahh!
88. Love at first sight: Maybe!
89. Heaven: Idk!
90. Santa Claus: Not really!
91. Kiss on the first date: Nahh!
92. Angels: Not really!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nahh! Friends only!
95. Did you sing today?: Nahh! Listening only!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nahh!
97. If you could go back in time: Yeahh, so i can watch WWF!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Uhh,, idk!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nahh! I am out of it!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: In my blog!

Alright!!
There you go!
I tag anyone..
Anyone can do it..
Quite long though..
Gonna do homework and study soon..
Maybe after watching few videos?
Hahas!
Byebye! (:
Sapphire (L)


7:54 PM


Tuesday, June 15, 2010

You know I care
So if you ever seem to lose your way
Don't have no fear
Hold my hand

Hey guys.
Back again..
Ouhh,,and sorrie about the previous posts.
Just my moments i guess.. (:
Anw,, toked to Vick todae.
Ouhh yeahh,, those memories are coming back alrightt!
Yeahh,, most of thetime we were quarelling..
About me being crazy and him being insane.
I was called crazy bitch.
LOL.
Wdf ryte??
Yeahh,, the point was i didn't do anything..
I swear..
Hahah..
Such an insane boy..
Haha..
Anw, now it is 2.30am.
I told you ardy.
Dun believe the time below the post.
It is bullshit!
Anw,, i am awake..
Watching wwe videos.
Tons of them! (:
And msging Vick..
And we still quarrelling alright.
Hahahs..
I told him how i felt as his mad sister..
Then,, i was angry..
Bt he sent a msg saying sorry and dun miss him..
Ewww!
Nahh,, only his gf will miss him..
(: (:
Alritee thenn..
Gonna go offlinee!
Bye..
P.S: Love ya lil insane bro! (:
Sapphire (L)


8:56 AM


Saturday, June 12, 2010

Okayy, idk wad happen.
Are u angry?
Or u just really dun care anymore?
I sent you those msges,,
not to hurt you,,
nor to make u angry.
I swear.
I wanted to tell how i have been feeling.
You know,, all that crying,, tears,, loneliness..
I was tired of storing 20 drafts that i want to send you.
And i can't take it anymore, bro.
I totally spilt it all out.
I dun mean to make you sad,, ifyou are.
Iknow i might be in the wrong too.
Bt i told you sorry anw.
You know how many times i told you sorry right?
I just want things to be back to normal.
Dun you?
You know smething?
I tried,, i tried soso hard to just forget you bro.
But i can't.
The more i try,, the more you are being remembered.
Life is so weird.
I told you ardy.
Why isn't anything happening.
Even after sending you many msges,,
You never reply.
Not even once.
Is it becoz it is all over?
Or u can't be bothered abt it.
I feel more worst right now.
Things are not working.
Eventhough how many times i wish.
Maybe i shld just let you go bro..
Just want you to be happy.
And if going out of your life will,,
I will do then.....


1:23 AM


Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Okay,
Seriously i am pissed off..
FUCK IT!
U really brushed me off ur memories ryte?
Bullshit!
I was there or you every fucking time..
But u?
U seriously changed!
I can feel it..
Maybe u dun!
When u were emo,,
who stood us till late just to tok to you?
ME!
who let u listen songs when u couldn't?
ME!
who let u take fb quizzes when u were bored?
ME!
ME!
ME!
Fuck you!
U would have forgotten i bet,,
I fucking regret to know u.
Coz i am suffering all becoz of u..
Waahhhh!!!
I am really mad!!
Sheesh!
Freak u..
U were the one who started msging me first..
Then i reply..
Nw,i have to msg u first..
Fuck,, and smetimes u wun even reply..
Arghh
Wad is ur fucking problem!!
U say i am close to you..
I bet it is just a fucking lie..
A big fucking white lie..
I hate you..
Just fuck off from my life!


1:54 AM


Thursday, June 3, 2010

I find myself stupid.
Because i fall for you.
But well;
Now i am proud to say,
i just went pass you man!

Hey guys!
Back again (:
So,, i am at my cuz hse ryte now.
yEahh, i came here yesterdae night, (:
Baby bro is asleep btw..
And that makes my life uberly boring than it is ardy..
Ouhh!
Btw,i am currently using my cuz sis PC Tablet..
yEAH,, the one with the stylers {?}
Not bad i nust say..
(:
Just facebooked..Now blogging..
Later?
Watch Alvin and the Chipmunks..
AGAIN! (:(:
I never get tired of their cute faces..
Especially Theodore!!!
He is so damndamn cute!
Wait.. I think i told u guys before ryte?
Nvm,, let it is be a reminder i guess..
LOL..
Ouhh!
I just privated my blog..
Reason?
UNWANTED FOLLOWER ALERT!!
And i also want to see who actually reads my blog too!
Maybe only the unwanted follower reads my blog..
But who cares..
The reason why i use a blog is write down my journey of life..
So that when i grow older, i can read thru and remember things!
(:
More of lyk a reminder..
Might be going on a movie marathon with Kanagess and Vick..
Maybe not..
Like no mood and so extra!
ZzZZZZzzzzZ..
See first..
Clique wanted to go on karaoke..
Also see first..
You know where i want to go?
Cinema,, to watch The Last Song!
Oh goshh! I seriously wanna watch it..
Feel lyk going alone!
But i might look weird ryte?
I think i will..
Ouh,, and i wanna go HPV!
My bro told me 'bout his experience..
So awesome and cool!
I wanna go too!!
(:(:
Okayy, i wanted to watch the WWE CD my mum got me..
UNFORTUNATELY, my bro took it away back to my house..
Come on!
I wanted to watch it for one week ardy!!
):):
Damn it!! And it had to be today when he brought the CD back! ):
Haizz..
Gonna watch Alvin and the Chipmunks now..
Bye!!
Adiyos!!
--Sapphire (L)


12:47 AM


Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Before you came, my life was lyk the dark night.
Then, you came lyk those tiny shining stars.
You brightened up my life and made it beautiful and meaningful.
And hopefully the stars will never stop shining.
Will they?
Only you can answer that.

Hey guys..
Back after a superduper loooong time!
Oppz!
Anw, WeiShi aka Genevierre aka Orange left to Shanghai.
Well, i did send her a msg the night before..
Hope she enjoys her trip. (:
Ouh, and i just came back from camp!
Yeahh, Sec 3 camp!
I shall just summarise.
The camp was boring most of the time.
The activities were limited.
BUT... *i ain't totally a saddist*
The group i was in was AWESOME!!
Yeahh,,
Leaders were Wen Qiao {?} and Felina! (:
So fun.
Others were super friendly..
People lyk Klarrisa, Lina, Wei Sheng.. (:
I had fun with Jocelyn too and the thing we did!!
LOL!
Anw, i am so damndamndamn tired.
But i come home, first thing is on the com.
Soo, the hours i have been using com instead of sleeping is approx 4hrs! X:
Blame it on Youtube, Facebook and Blog!!
:D
Planning to go cousin house.
Shld i?
Or not?
Sleep instead?
Or play with baby bro?
Haiz,, decide later.
Anw, Insane bro is in camp now.
Which, so totally awesome-- NOT!
Who can i msg now?
ZzzzZZZzzzZ..
Hope he enjoys himself..
I feel even more sleepy now.
Maybe becoz i stare at the screen too long..
OUH OUH!!!
I must say our group,, ChooChooTrain did a uberly fantastic job in campfire!!
Hurray! (:
I wanna really sleep now!
Ahhh...
OH NO!
LAMS!
Damn it.
Okayy, i dunno whether i said this before..
But we have this online thinggy that will help teachers give us homework online..
Like DUH..
But...
The OH NO was becoz i haven log in after the trials yet.. *okay,, i spelt trials as trails just nw!*
Oh Gosh.
I bet the teachers spamm us with homework!!
Ahhh..
Thinking bout it is tiring.
Ahhh,, forget it.
I am juz gonna go and sleep.
Gd night people even though it is only 3.48pm.
Ouh, dun trust the timing below the post.
It is BULLSHIT!!
(:(:
PS: Did i tell u how much i (L) twilight & chipmunks? I think Bella is pretty & Theodore is cute!
Bye!!
--Sapphire (L)


12:35 AM